today

Jst realized y aku malas gila mengupdate. I will always get carried away and end up getting lost in my writing, and by the end of it, have a thesis. And lose sleep in d process.
Anyway...
Today i got d tyre fixed. Bought new ones for d front. Got new absorbr mounts. Had d balancing n alignment done as well. Now i can do 130 again, easy.
I also got a wash n haircut. Shorter n lighter.
Can't wait 4 d trip w N this CNY.

smart girl

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p0l@rity

One moment, I can take on the world. I wish I was never born the next. Most of the time, the praying mat is a sanctuary. Sometimes the blade looks like salvation. Sometimes I feel 17. Sometimes it feels like I'm on my deathbed. I'm tired.

I know it's normal. But sometimes it gets too much. But thinking about what happens half-way around the world invalidates my fears. I am just one person. What happens to me does not affect others. Not like what would happen to a whole nation.

Be strong. This will go away.

hm@s yuniqorn

I left the tv on last night, to be be auto turned off in an hour. I need the white noise to fall asleep. Besides, for the past few days I have been tuning in to the H@llmark channel to be able to see this one particular short film again. It never aired again since the last time I saw it last week. At least I think it never aired again because I keep switching to that channel again and again every last ten minutes of every hour to see if I could see it again. The other shorts keep coming up. I like them all, especially the one at the hotel with the old bell boy. But I like this one a little more then the rest. The male character is a dark water nymph who tempted a school girl to take a swim while she was out on the lake in her little row boat. She was never seen again.

I guess the dark and mysterious premise of the movie that captivated me. Him being the water nymph made him even more appealing. Made me want to know more about him. I am not a stalker. If I had seen him on the streets, I wouldn't have taken a second look. But seeing him in that persona made all the difference.

I saw it once last week. Half-way through. Last night as I waited if it would come up again after the Myds0mer Murders show was over. It did. But I fell asleep. I was woken up when I heard the girl say "You scared me!"

So today I googled him. I found out the title of the short. I read an interview he had. I learned more about his work. He is human after all.

Watch the video here...

here without you

I am in Lawas again.

Back to my empty and silent room. Missing home. Missing my family. Missing my sister.

I will be fine again tomorrow. Work awaits.

I just hope my sister will be fine back home and will be able to enjoy the weekends. We always love the weekends. Even when we don't go anywhere pun we love it, cuz we get to be together.

Got some work to do before I go to sleep. My mom also tapao a lot of food for me and my friends. Tadi dah makan sikit when we stopped by in Beringgis. Ni semua orang dah masuk bilik sendiri, layan perasaan, looks like I will be eating alone.

Good night. Sleep tight.

balik

I am at d airport. Like always, my whole family hantar. I m missg thm alrdy.
Like always, AirAsia delayd lg. Tak kisah sgt. Dpt update blog. Kalau ada netbook lg seronok menghapdet.
Kat cni ada Z, M, L Ani n Zy.
Aku taknak blk Lawas.
Aku nak dok cni dgn W. Missg her alrdy.
X dpt send ke chatterbox, so Happy New Year to u 2, Bella. Thank u 4 stoppg by at my cobwebbd blog. Ok , nak boardg.

3G

Trying out updating from my 2nd phone. Cewah! Agak jakun jg dibuatnya. And wlpn x suka abbrv8 typed text mcm ni, tpaksa la, cuz guna phone kan? Kat Lawas xde 3G Maxis. Celcom dah ada bt my Celcom phone tu ada problem sendg packt data. Darn.

Mengada2 la plak. Streamyx ada pun nak komplen. Tak bsyukur lgsg!

Hujan. Sejuk. Bst tdo.

Esok pg byr cukai pintu n bli buku sek Tehah. Sabtu fly blk. Uhuuu...