not having pms, but talking about it anyway.

I hate women who cannot control their PMS and gives everyone a hard time.

No excuse can make being mean to other people, OK.

You're not the only one having the GD thing. Deal with it.

Be nice.

(I am saying this to myself. The threat of being mean on PMS is a clear and present danger that had always been successfully averted)

And I realise something else.

Him being away for so long, makes me happier. Livelier.

Maybe I am better in a long-distance relationship. Maybe.

Just wish I was not pulled into all this mess of his making. But I am happy.