Monday, December 1, 2008

funk

Just four days to go before I leave for home. Just four days, but it feels so damn long.

I am all empty inside.

I used to have all these things to write about, that can't wait to jump out of my brains. But it seems to have all gone away. It makes me feel hollow. Back when I could, I have impressed quite a few with my flair. I'm all hollowed out now.

Anyway, I am gonna go cook dinner. And not wallow in self-pity. I am going home soon and I am gonna have a great time with my small family and limited number of friends. Tralalala!

Nat, may I leave my car in your care again? I will be driving to KK on Friday morning, or Thursday evening if I feel like it. It would probably be Friday morning though. I am so not in the mood to spend the night in KK all by myself. Unless if you wanna accompany me for a late night movie.

I wish I am a party animal who gets drunk and dance half naked on the bar. That would probably take me out of my ... what's the word...? Rut? Get me back in into my groove. It probably won't, cuz I am growing older and I really need to sungkit my ass from here and move somewhere else.

Dinner needs to be cooked and eaten.

p/s : I almost titles this entry spunk! what was I thinking. Words elude me lately. I really need to get back to writing.

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